Look at the sky
For some reason you felt a strong desire to look up at the sky. You rarley do that, as any other reaper. As it's quite dangerous for your health.
If you look at light for too long, your shade begins to sizzle strongly, and it hurts a ton. But right now, while looking at the sky, just for a few seconds, a hope for the future fills you.
Future, where those two glowing pankaces in the sky hide, and you'd be able to walk around the bazaar with your hood down. This happens only once a year, at the very end of the Sha. The longest (feels like it) month of the year.
Okay enough sungazing, your head is getting dizzy.